Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Bring Me The Night by Sam Tsui and Kina Grannis

Fact 1: I love Sam Tsui.
Fact 2: I love this song.
Fact 3: This song has a strong effect on me.
Every single time I listen to this song or watch this video, I tear up.
The song was basically made for long distance relationships and how they are still together even though physically they are apart. I can relate to that, I was in an LDR for a few months before we ended things. And knowing that I would talk to him at night would "bring me to him" in the way the night "brings me to you" in this song. I don't even know if that was coherent but it is how I felt.
I also feel like this song connects with anyone who feels that their love is out there somewhere but they are not sure of where exactly they may be. So the night brings them closer to this person they have not met yet. That idea reminds me Somewhere Out There from An American Tale:
Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight, someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there, someone's saying a prayer, that we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there.

That's hopeful, isn't it?

~JessAmanda

Monday, August 12, 2013

Songwriting

I wrote this song 2 years ago and it just made me think about how things change. I still connect to the feelings I had when I wrote this song but it is towards a new person now...that is kind of weird to think about.

Verse 1:
I don't sit and cry anymore.
I'm gone and I've walked out that door.
I've taken the time to find out,
What you're truly all about.
Though I still hope you're doing fine.
I'm sorry,
But I've gotta move on with my life.

Refrain:
Though you'll always hold a place in my heart,
I can't take myself back to the start.
There's too much damage done.
This won't be another battle you've won.
I'm gonna win this fight.
I've walked though and seen the light.

Verse 2:
You used to have this hold on me,
And I didn't know what to be.
Now I'm through with that.
It's time I stop looking back. (Refrain)

Bridge:
Maybe you'll try to come back one day,
But you'll find out, I'm far away. (Refrain)

Refrain 2:
 But don't forget:
You'll always hold a place in my heart.
But I'm through with playing this part.
I'm not some broken-hearted girl,
I want something more in this world.
This won't be a battle you've won,
It's through and I'm done.
I've won this fight.
I've seen the light.
I've found something that's true.
And it was never meant to be you.

~Jessica Young-Eleazar

Monday, August 5, 2013

"I am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love."

For quite a while now I have been waiting to find that perfect person. And I am such a romantic, I want a love story that is absolutely perfect but I have learned that perfection is in the flaws of love. I used to believe that I was a "hopeless romantic". As time has gone on, I realized I am anything but hopeless, I am hopeful.
Hope is what keeps me going. I hope that one day someone will take me by surprise and fall for me as hard as I fall for them. With that hope, I also know there are things that try to break my hope. Sometimes I do feel "hopeless" but who hasn't? Sometimes the world just seems to be against you and you cannot seem to find that one person that is meant for you, but I keep on hoping.
I don't want to ever give up on love because I have faith that I all this love I possess is in me for a reason. {Insert cliche phrase, "Everything happens for a reason"} Every moment, every heartbreak, well it will eventually lead me to the person I am going to be with for the rest of my life.
Love has kicked me down and I still believe that it's out there, somewhere. I just know it has to be out there for me and for all my amazing friends that deserve it.

Don't we all deserve a happy ending?